had a day of pw yest... when i say a DAY, i MEAN a DAY... met keez, john and val to complete our written report at 12... plugged in a laptop at the coffee bean and started doing... one hour went by, then two, then three... val's got tuition so she have to rush... one down, three to go... time passes again... keez needa get home for sum tv program on the central... so two down, two to go... mi and john khoo, who were the most redundant members in our grp were helplessly left to complete our pathetic written report... we stayed there all the way till coffee bean CLOSES... then we went for DINNER cum supper with yenting and geline at 1130... my stomach's almost half digested by then... haha... thanx lots to geline... she halped us a lot in our alignment and stuff... made it look MUCH MUCH neater... then john khoo the INGRATE wun appreciate her HELP and kept making fun of my poor fren... haha... went home at 12 plus... took a bath and CONTINUE wif the stupid written report... finished that dumb project at abt 4... thats 16 hours of pw... in juz ONE day... gdness gracious... mayb im not so redundant after all...



down wif pw...

this is to val...

hey val-ly! hehe... saw ur blog... i wanna tell u that.. ummm... its not only ur fault... i mean, it takes 2 hands to clap rite? hehe... we are at fault too... we haven exactly been great frens to us either... i think there are realli a lot of misunderstandings among us... so after promos, we'll sit down and have a looooong tok?? haha... im sorry we did not care about ur feelings and hurt u in one way or another... and dun worry, we r still frens and we'll always b!! :P thanx so much for letting us noe u still wan us as frens... now im letting u noe, we want u as OUR fren too!! hehe... oh and pls stop saying u will retain cos WE ARE NOT LETTING U STAY IN J1 AND GOING THROUGH ALL THAT TORTURE AGAIN... we'll promote together alrite?? jia you, im sure u can do it!!



shiqi + see hong + valerie + suying = total madness... haha... frens forever... :)

Speed's getting together to sing for charity... haha... check it out here! hehe...

SPEED'S BACK!!! haha... i knew this day wld cum! hehe... cos friendship is forever...

pw's a chore...

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sam u sad again? cheer up! haiz... there's no relationship thats always smooth sailing... pem do quarrel sumtimes too rite? but deep down we noe that we still care a lot for each other... the same goes for u and jian sheng! no matter wat, u will always have pem by ur side... i've nv been in a relationship b4 so i dun realli noe how hard things r for u... but i can always b there to listen to u grumble and complain!! haha... i'd rather u do that then u keeping all the probs to urself sam... u can tok to ting, she'll understand! we'll always b here is u need help k? u r not alone... i promise u will nv b! hehe... and if u need help for ur 'o's, geline and geok will always b at ur service! if u get too stressed up and is dying to have fun, i dun mind forsaking my precious time to accompany u for a movie or sth! hehe... take care kay! let us noe if we can help in any way... :)

yet another sch day... today's supposed to b a super short day but it seemed extremely long to mi... had one and a half hours of PC... i was almost half asleep lor! and mr sas was so nice... he asked mi if im sad... hehe...



see hong say mi beri bad... the onli thing i ever write abt in my blog is pem, and pem alone... haha... so i promised her i would dedicate one whole para abt her and shiqi and val today! haha... so here goes...



hey guys, its onli a short five mths but i feel realli connected to u pple... haha... shiqi, u r so dumb, u nv fail to make mi laugh lor! i think ur dumbness is rubbing off mi... im getting so much lamer nowadays! hehe, and u were the one whu laugh at anything that concerns bk... haha... u can think of a hundred ways to make fun of him lor! the bus stop and the vacuum cleaner and the yam cake and the blueberry jam... hahaha... its absolutely lame but somehow it juz makes mi laugh! ssch would b boring without u :) see hongy! haha... we have so much in common... we both like pasta and tim sum and ice cream and brownies and... haha... we simply love food lah... hehe... we used to b quite distant until i sent u guys that msg on ur bday... then we got closer... hehe... that talk we had in the canteen after val cried and ran off... i learnt that we even share lots of same opinions and stuff... realli glad to noe u! valerie, my dearie! u seemed a lot better today ya?? haha... glad to c u smiling again!! u are the first person i befriend in pj... haha... as u noe, im not realli good at talking to strangers so thanx a lot to u, i din have stay friendless in a02... haha... realli sorri im always not there for u when u realli needed a fren...



we used to have lots of misunderstandings among us... glad we got everything sorted out!! hehe... u guys were there for me when i was alone and pemless and sad... haha... thanx a lot frens... hope im being a fren to u guys too! frens forever :)

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energy was on shi zi lu kou yesterday!!!!

kunda was SO. CUTE. haha...



so many pple nv cum sch today... shifeng and shiqi so bad, left mi and val alone!! hehe... hey see hong and shiqi, if u guys c this, val quite sad leh... go msg her or sth k? think it will make her happier...



chinese class was pathetic today

8 pple...

its like having private tuition wif the chinese teacher

haha...

found out my chinese became so limited

we had to split into two grps to do sum presentation

we r given this passage and we r supposed to analyse it or sth

we were like, speaking eng throughout the whole thing...

haha...

then since im the one whu's supposed to write out everything on transparency,

i had to translate everything

val tried her best to translate for mi but her chinese is juz as limited as mine lah...

clement kept throwing lit concepts at mi

he went " reversal of roles! the double! white signifies purity!"

then i was like " try saying that in chinese!"

he tried hard but in the end decided to give up on these points

haha...

good thing esther was in my grp!!

hehe...



hist was even worse

there was like, onli 7 of us

and caleb got incredibly irritating...

hehe...



the Lord provides... im glad i trusted Him... thank God that i did!

this is for sam's information, so samantha lee, listen up...

GEOK CUT HER FRINGE TO THE SUPER SHORT LENGTH!!!!!!

haha... i haven seen her in short fringe since sec one lor!!!

geline screeched the moment she saw geok!!

haha... said geok looked cute... haha... i think she looked like hebe... haha... realli cute lor!



anyway, is everything ok wif js?? dun think too much k? pemers muz b strong! we'll b here to share ur probs if u need a listening ear!

mi now at ting's house, fooling around wif her pc... haha... went to cut my hair today!! haha... it looks exactly the same except that its much shorter... haha... ting's ranting at mi to stop blogging cos she needs the comp so gtg... hehe...



^_____________________^

*cough cough*

its been a long time since i fell sick

not that i missed being sick

but i guess sickness missed mi

so ya...

im sick...

hate being sick

throat's burning

which means i cant sing

which means my life very much came to an end

*sob sob*



watched turn left turn right today... it was realli touching... i cried almost throughout the whole show... but apparently im the onli whu tot it was touching... geline and geok juz dropped a few tears... they even tot the movie was FUNNI... guess im juz weird! hehe... but this movie showed mi how cruel life can b... the helplessness u feel when u loses contact a someone u have always cherished... i started to wonder, will there b one day pem spilts up and go our separate ways... loses contact... we've grown so close, dear frens... u guys r like sisters to mi...



*cough*

i juz hate being sick...

she's 13

he's 15

they met in a summer camp

he liked her

she liked him

before they part, she asked for his number

he gave his number and left

she left his number on the train

thay lost contact



now,

she's 26

he's 28

she met trouble

he helped

they chatted

he told her a story abt a girl he liked very much

he met her 13 yrs ago in a summer camp

she told him

she's that girl

rain came

they exchanged numbers

and parted...



close yet far away

turn left turn right

oh gosh, this is geok's personality disorder results... she's quite pro!!!



Disorder | Rating

Paranoid: Moderate

Schizoid: Low

Schizotypal: Low

Antisocial: Low

Borderline: Low

Histrionic: Moderate

Narcissistic: Moderate

Avoidant: Low

Dependent: Low

Obsessive-Compulsive: Low

shagged...

wanted to watch movie later but my dear mom wanted mi to rest at home...



dear joey...

u r so sweet to ask mi along to the energy handshake thingy

so sweet to find mi a ticket

im sorri i din go

i din noe u were going alone

sorri k?

cheer up!

go c movie together next time kk??



missed the times when im working...

ironical...

how i wished i was studying when i was working

when can i ever get contented?

ans: never...



thank God

geok counted God's blessings for us today

He's always with mi

Lord, help mi go through this

in Jesus' name i pray

amen.

watched homerun today...

it said quite a lot abt frenship

and the first person i tot of was geline

and sweet memories...

there was this time...

i had a huge fight wif my sec sch classmates

the usually cold and prideful geline gave mi a warm smile

and said " u still have us ( geline and sam)"

it was juz four words

but it realli touched my heart

cos its not easy for geline to throw away her pride and b all mushy and sweet

and she did it for mi

many times i find myself pissed off with her heck care attitude

and i ask myself

y do i still stick wif her for so long

and now i realize

cos deep inside that cold and distant surface of hers

is someone whu realli cares abt mi

and love mi as a fren

someone whu loves music as much as i do

someone whu cares abt pem

someone whu believes in true frenship



pem will stay together

i promise.

thanx to geok... best frens! and i mean it.... and God for sending geok to help mi...

thanx to yenting and john for showing concern...

thanx to geline... for i dun realli noe wat...

sam get well soon... ur mom told mi u were sick...

the sept hols start t0d@Y!!! haha... but dun make any diff to mi... had to go for this dumb SAT workshop tat cost almost seventy... i actualli spent that much to deprive myself of sleep... haha... but besides the early part, its quite ok lah... was trying to concentrate when jamie "whispered" to jia hui that they shld all have lunch together and NOT bring mi!!! haha... then jia hui turned and said "softly" to clement " see hong will b joining us for lunch but we dun wan suying to cum so DUN TELL SUYING K?"!!! haha... thanx lah jamie and jia hui! haha...



went to pay the SAT registration at sum building near town today... haha... the whole process was quite funni... haha... and the pple there was realli nice... invited us to sit down and stuff like that... then went to town wif see hong and shiqi... haha... it was FUN! we ate soooo much... and still wanted to eat more after we fin feeding our face... haha... met up wof chang sheng to get the chalet photos that he was supposed to pass mi SIX MONTHS ago... haha... he quite poor thing... kena bullied by see hong and shiqi! haha... they accused him for not paying up for his meal... then later found out he actualli paid extra! haha... realli funni... then we started toking abt bk and the vacuum cleaner and the blueberry jam... haha.... REALLI FUNNI CAN!!! laughed like mad! haha... then we lompang see hong's cab to sum deserted clementi area and we had to find our way out ourselves!! that dumbo see hong juz left us there!! haha... realli funni... haha... im humourous!! haha...



sian lor... tml got hist lecture... and practicalli nobody's planning to go!!! gosh, i hate sch...

at sam's house now!! missed this place sia... haha... hey, sister susen, thanx for leaving that msg!! hehe... missed u lor! hehe... mum said u not going church liao leh... dun b ungrateful lor! God gave u a family of ur own, and a good job and a wonderful sister like mi lor! muz have faith in God kk...



heard yenting's sad... think she cried... hey, best fren, cheer up!! pemers muz b strong!!



off to tok crap wif sam and geline... hehe... *blissful* ^_________^

life is juz so deep

there r times i think im being so nice

put it in the other way, im juz one big faker

so, im nice and hypocritical

go figure.

juz re-read the post i wrote yesterday... i sounded realli mad... but everything's fine now... i think...



eddie koh did mi and esther lots of help today... hehe... thanx mr koh!!



went for hist consultation today... din realli tok much abt hist tho... augustine started chatting wif qian wen and kailing... haha... quite funni... he actualli plays neopets and was teaching qian wen how to play the neopets' stock... haha... realli funni... haha... told keezah and esther... we burst out laughing in the library... haha...



qian wen seemed sad nowadays...

val seemed... distant...

see hong cried today...



haizzz... Father help us... forgive our sins...

calmed down a lot... suddenly looking forward to energy's autograph session... not realli bcos i will c energy... its cos i can spend more quality time wif geline and ting... remember how we used to go autograph seesions together and make so much noise?? haha... and we always get so noisy and siao that we started chatting wif the pple queueing behind us... haha... remember how we cried... how we sang and screamed... haha... missed those times ya? pem wasnt even formed then... geline was toking abt her dream abt eternity... then we started to cry... geok sent us a msg abt her mum's illness... and we cried harder... sorri we tot u were throwing a tantruam geok... felt so guilty when u sent mi that msg...



1st thing that came to my mind when i got depressed and sad today was u guys... pple dun believe in frendship... think its always fake and hypocritical... i pity those whu think so... they've nv experienced true frendship...

experienced anger today... at first it was sadness... then i kinda exaggerated it in my mind and... ya... i got kinda pissed... im trying extremely hard to b sumone u could relate to liao... tried hard to b tolerant of that atitude u kept throwing at mi... its not easy, in case u r wondering... sumtimes u treat mi like a fren... other times, snapping at mi and stuff u did to... haiz nvm... at least tell mi the reason y u r doing this to mi can... im sorri if i did anything bad to u i din realize i was doing... lets try to get along can... im sick of all this... juz tell mi wat u dun like abt mi then i try to change can... im tired...



after all that crap today, im practicalli bursting wif anger... din realli pay attn in class... almost going to cry liao... but bk still managed to make mi laugh... haha... he said sumthing like "having a square in the equation is not fun"... haha... funni... but kena scolding by him after class... skipped the maths retest yesterday... no mc... re-retest tml... marks wun b counted... but thanz to bk, my anger's pretty much dissolved at the end of maths lecture...



so we'r ok after sch... back to the frens mode again... thank God... hope it remains this way... sick of being ur sandbag... juz kill mi y dun u... haiz... sorri.. dun take offence... din mean it... juz sick and tired of life thats alll... glad we'r frens again...



going to energy's autograph session later... not realli excited... dunno y...

the mood swinging disease strike yet again... poor geline... under lots of stress huh girl?? ur mood's always changing fast... one min, u r happi and chirpy, the nxt min? angry and gloomy... glad u still came to sleep over that day... glad u toked to us abt ur prob... jia you!! u can do it!!



went to k box yesterday... thank God my voice din screw up again or tt'll b 7 bucks down the drain... geok's singing improved loads!! not as shaky as b4!! haha... congrats u dumbo!!! saw ting there wif edwin and sijian... sorri we forgot to call u k??? tot u cant cum out cos ur gran's bday...



hey 2cians!! i realli enjoyed the trip to town that day... hehe... pity xian zhao, pei shan, geok, chen yie, huiting and the others cant make it :( ... missed the times in sch... missed the chalet too * hey xinyan! hint hint! book the chalet for us again!!! * where u guys will stay up all nite to do stupid things like telling ghost stories and toking crap... gossiping... playing poker... haha... oh ya, and xin yan's forte: fortune telling!!! haha... i cant realli remember my fortune... think yenting's supposed to b my love rival!! haha... but no lor!! kunda wun like u lor ting!!! haha... oh and u guys got obsessed wif mahjong for the last two days!! haha... wun leave the mahjong table lor!!! and u pple forced mi to learn that dumb game... hee... lost miserably!!! haha... so did chang... he's terrible at the game!! im even better than him lor!! heh heh... i missed u all... chalet again at end of yr set??



b4 ending off, chang u idiot, u still owe everyone the chalet photos!!!