its been quite some time since i last blogged eh.

happee bday rahel :)

i feel so empty inside.
like im just drifting thru each day without knowing where i want to be.
its loneliness mayb.
its a horrible feeling when you need someone to talk to and find that there's no one who will listen and understand.
i've been thru a lot by myself these days.
but then again, im not realli alone.
becos my Heavenly Father is always with me eh.
yep.
its Him that was with me when i needed someone to talk to.
no one else but only Him.
now i realli do understand...
this is my journey and only He can walk it with me.
no one else.
not my frens.
not my family.
just Him.
So wat abt those who doesnt know the Lord?
who can they go to when they find no one to talk to?
who can they trust when everyone else is testing their faith?
may everyone who needs Him seek Him, love Him, and trust Him.

even tho i do know that He's with me all the time,
Lord, i need a friend.
someone who will listen when i want to share,
someone who will understand wat im gg thru,
someone who will guide me towards you,
someone who will hold my hand and remind me that You are here with me.

but im still thankful for all that i have.
i may not have a friend who will listen to me,
but i do have a handful who will laugh with me and bring out the light in my eyes.
thank God.

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i miss pem.
our future looks bleak.
whether we stay frens or not, you guys will always b the bestest frens i ever had.

dun even noe why im typing all these down.
y'all probably wun read it anyway.

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suying was someone who wun give up sth she loves without putting up a fight.
now she just accepts and move on to watever direction the people around her pushes her towards.
everyone gets tired.
now its my turn.