seehong woke mi up today to tell mi a02's still together as a class :)

jamie, i'll realli miss u :( realli

we got bk for maths again

eddie koh's our CT

surprise surprise :P

konyakoso lovely seiipai no aiwo sutaeru

lovely friendship~

she reminds mi of myself in the past

i do love her along wif the others

but sumtimes

i find that i have little patience for her compared to how much tolerance i have for the others

that made mi petty

and spiteful

and unforgiving

and hateful

and forget God's words

its a test from God

and im gg to pass it

becos thru God

i can do all things :)



i think someone saw thru how i felt today

she spoke tactfully

careful not to laugh too much

im surprised at how i behaved

so childish

immature

but she dun seemed surprised at all

she looked like she expected such behaviour

does that mean im childish all the time?



im tired

of thinking

im still mad

still having chidish thots in my mind

how contridicting it is to b entertaining anger and childishness while i speak of my love for the Lord

any believer whu read this

pray for mi

thanx :)

thanx see hongy :) and congrats shiqi and ting :D

dunno y i dun feel totalli happi i got up...

mayb i've been hopling all along that the outcome will b the other way round...

but oh well

God chose my way for mi

so

im gg to trust Him

yesterday, mi went rebonding wif yenting

she brought a mag along and showed mi the tv programmes there r today

so i read and said "oh, today's saturday!"

and during the whole 5 hours of rebonding

i prayed at least once every half an hour

and told myself every 5 minutes that i will show geok my new hairstyle in church on SATURDAY

and

i forgot it WAS ALREADY saturday

and so

i FORGOT TO GO TO CHURCH

cant believe how stupid i am



mi and geline and ting did sumting realli bad

geok, if u r reading tis, mi tell u abt it next time i c u

dun mind if u wanna lecture mi or sth

i deserve it



yenting found her bracelet!~

and, it WAS nice

no wonder she spent two days running around to look for it



-_________-''

MERRY CHRISTMAS!~~



the christmas party at church was fun~ learned how to share the gospel... hehe... got a card from joseph, cookies from winifred and a towel from xiao ling... meant quite a lot to mi to receive sumthing frm them... im still quite a stranger to most in church... but hey, God's wif mi...



xinyi and geok stayed over and we missed the countdown... its kinda weird having xinyi over when i hardly noe her... but its this experience that made mi realise how much pem means to mi... hee... thank God.



its a great pain not having pem wif mi for christmas



customised a family tee for my loved ones.. wahaha... cost my huge bucks :( but nvm... its worth to c them happi :)



"xin li you hao duo de meng xiang

wei lai jiu yao kai shi shan shan fa liang"

pemers i miss u

alot alot :(



pls let geline and sam b free for dinner later

PLEASE.

see hongy and shiqi~ i wanna let u guys noe that i love u guys to BITS... wahaha... i may seem like i onli care abt pem, onli blog abt them, hang out more often with them but the two of u are realli the bestest jokers anione can meet and im truly glad God made us meet :) no pemer will ever like bk if they meet him, let alone make tons of jokes out of him, and give him a jokebook on teachers day, and associate him wif blueberry jam and the macdonald's statue in yew tee and the vacuum cleaner and so on... haha... i realli had fun in J1... thanx for all the laughter u gave mi ; ) hee... we most prob wun b in the same class next yr, b it i retain or not, but dun worri... pj siao lang keng will not dissolve... wahaha... we'll still haunt bk till the very last day he roam the earth... wahaha...



see hong, after that chatting session yest, hee... mi glad to noe u missed those days too... i missed them too... and shiqi does too im quite sure... sigh... but i guess its time to move on... trust God, rite sh? :)



sigh... life's a bore with yt away, geline geok and sam busy... yawn...

im back!~

was kinda glad at first

but then i found out

ting's gg tml, cuming back after christmas

geline's celerbrating christmas wif 4E1

sam? js, of cos... no need to ask aso noe le...

so that leaves mi and geok for christmas... not that geok's not fun to b wif lah... but pem've always celerbrated christmas together...

sth's very wrong this yr...

birthday celebrations were brief and now, not together to celebrate christmas...

argh



4C's class bbq on sat! i was so looking forward to it!

but then i realised

i have church on sat

haiz



ting ah, dun go lah...

geline, cancel the party

sam, i miss u!

argh

sian

zc ah, u owe mi big... wahaha... mi sat in front of my vcr for like half an hour trying to figure out how to record ur stupid drama lor! i wan the m&m machine~! hee...



geline, sorri i din join u pple today k? hehe... i realli do wanna do sum catching up wif u but im realli tired :P hee... forgive mi?



the fact that i blogged 3 times today shows that im super duper bored



geok came over on sunday and helped mi wif my maths, then i got so frustruated wif the studying and the stress i kinda raised my voice at my mom, so she had this look on her face that told mi i juz did sth wrong, then i kinda expected a small lecture on respect and stuff but instead, she said a bunch of things that made mi so thankful God made her my fren



but geok, i still have so much more to learn



a christian's job is to let pple noe that God exists

the converting is God's job, not ours

so, i cant force sumone to accept Christ

hope i remember this on the Christmas eve sermon

pray that i can get my doubts cleared up by that time so i wun become a fake prophet



oh ya btw, to zc and jas and toh and cheng and ting and xy, i had fun on friday :) its was kinda cosy, as zc said :D haha...



mi told daddy i screwed up my maths paper and he nv even raise his voice at mi

sounded more worried than angry

which means

he cares more abt mi than sum stupid advancement exam?

ah watever

i love daddy

and mummy too

wahaha... i got a great family

thanks to?

hee.. God



i wrote so much and im still bored

argh

mayb studying isnt so bad after all

jia hui! geline! mi got speed cd le! wah hoo!!! but sian lah, cant play it on pc so cannot put into md :( but whu cares, speed rox~!

universal love!!~



exams over le!! wahaha... mi free!! jas! infernal affairs! and toh, cum teach mi pool again! wahaha...



sian lah, sth's wrong wif my md...



jia hui!! speed's cd out le!!!!



hee, thank God~ :)

happi bday zc~ wonder y mi being so nice izzit? hee... its cos i think i cant make it on fri :P i noe im being so ungrateful cos u came out for my bday and even if u hadnt, i shld come out for urs but... mi realli cant fin my revision le lah! and u all most prob will b eating in town so it will take so much travelling time! hee... bunny ah... sorri? i think ting aso not gg le... we r struggling wif the stupid revision... pls dun b mad or unhappi, PLS! k? :) hehe... haiz... sori :(



sori!

yes, i miss u too see hong... and shiqi... wahaha... she asked mi to send that msg to bk... wahaha... wished i had... i was sitting in mac alone waiting for yenting when i heard this song on my md... wahaha... reminded mi of u guys... and val... and AMY!! haha... so i decided to send that msg :) hee...

oh ya, shiqi said she dreamt of mi chasing her for the money to pay her library fines! wahaha... hilarious... oh and i read ur blog see hongy... getting stressed up huh? dun worry so much girly! stay happi :) God's always there :P and so am i and shiqi :)



happi bday eve zc!! hee, one yr older le leh bunny... FINALLI... wahaha... u'r always the last eh? heh heh... 2cians i realli wanna c u pple again but i think i cant make it on fri... sighs, exams cuming up... sorri bunny :( oh ya, if eugene'll b there that day, tell him to go c doctor leh... his cough can kill him if he dun :P and cs, muz tell mi if u get thru the auditions for the singing thingy :P the prize is MINE wahaha... and xz, if u have time to c this, have a nice trip! and dun miss mi too much k? wahaha... oh gdness, i miss kranji... haha... even bibiana clark and mr lau and kalyani! wahaha... thats how much i miss u pple... hope we can crash folkdance nite next year :P



april, anata wo zutto

april, wasurewashinai :)

oh gdness, "renee" replied ^__^ v so NOW WAT pemers dearies?!?!



renee's becoming my next idol... and speaking of idols, SPEED'S BACK!!!



the great diet plan failed! wahaha... they gave up and went for macdonald's for supper on the FIRST day!



ting watched star runner TRICE... first time wif mi, second wif her fren, third time alone... this girl is CRAZY :) but hey, vaness IS great after all... wahaha



im gg to b early tml. i will b early tml. i muz b early tml. :) ting ah, juz u wait... :)

pemers, im gg to send IT to umm, renee + energy + stella + jolin via email le... lets juz c wat happens :) heh heh



mummy cuming back today :)

i gave up on that diet plan... its horrible to eat hamster food everyday... all the best to geline and ting... wahaha... muz c how long u all can take b4 u quit eating green food for good...



mummy i miss u! so im gg to crash their church camp tml :)



juz got my allowance ; ) YES. k box and movies and junk food feasts here i cum :)

star runner! VANESS IS SO SHUAI. wonderful movie... abt dreams and all... love it love it love it... lots of pple say asian movies suck... thats loads of CRAP... superficial fools... juz becos u dun noe how to appreciate sumthing doesnt mean its dumb u noe...



sam, thnx for that msg :) i love u loads girly...



i got myself dragged into the diet plan... geline's planning my diet...

breakfast for tml: 2 nice big juicy apples

lunch for tml: a huge amnt of wonderful watermelon

dinner for tml: mango + apples (again)

yay. how nice. i will have the cleanest stomach in singapore tml. UGH :)



pem's getting our very own pullover!! 5 as 1 :)



im broke



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