sch seemed realli long today...



tml's the releasing of the o levels results

sam, we noe u can do it!!

xz, chao rui, toh and cheng, you all toooo

all the best for all of u and dun worry tooooooo much =)



went to study after sch wif ting and geline

did quite a lot today =)

sumhow, studying wif them realli helps mi concentrate

and mac's realli the WORLD'S BEST place to study

thanx a lot to ting and geline



AHHHHHH!!!

JUZ SAW KUNDA ON ENTERTAINMENT NEWS

im traumatized by his extreme cutenessssss

*stares in space with a dazed smile*

wahahaha

went for the hamlet play today

im seriously not the shakespear type of person ;)

but R & G and polonius were pretty funni

shiqi spent the first 20 mins slping

wahaha

lilah said cameron slept ALL THE WAY till the fighting scene!

wahaha

oh well

im glad to noe that im not the onli one whu cant appreciate shakespearean plays

wahaha

but there's one thing that realli impressed mi abt the play

they've got WONDERFUL singers

their voices blend in PERFECT harmony

they're GOOOOOD =)



jus saw ENERGY ON TV!!!!

*SCREAMS AND DREAMS ABT KUNDA*

wahaha

shuwei was realli funni

shall tell you abt it tml ting!



kunda ROXXXX =D

im getting forgetful nowadays

*tries hard to remember wat happened today so that i can blog*

sighs

IM AGING

SOB



finished my source based and gp assignment yest!

first time in years that i've actualli done my hw on time

PLUS i actualli paid attn in history lecture today!!

gosh, im SO PROUD OF MYSELF!

wahahaha

thank God =)



shiqi + see hong + huilan will b joining talent nite!

so are mike + john + clem

and MOST IMPORTANTLY...

*drumrolllllll* YUNUS!!!

wahaha

i can see john rolling his eyes as he reads this

I CANT WAIT TO SEE THEM ONSTAGE

i'll b their loudest supporter when the day cums =)



the pioneer spirit's running high =)

the opening ceremony had a great impact on all of us eh?

wahaha

im proud to b a pioneer together with all of you =)

*sings* WE BELIEVE WHILE WE LIVE WE LEARN!



God's amazing ;)



ciaozz

i wanna scream out loud to the whole wide world that i LOVE MY PJ CHOIR TO BITSSSS

wahaha

the 'o's results are cuming out soon

there's a high chance i wun b seeing my wonderful juniors again

today's their last practice

we had a farewell party for them

ordered LOADS of pizza for the whole choir

took a bunch of grp fotos

we had fun

=)

so i wanna thank all the choir members for starting my year with a BLAST

u'll b in my heart

=)

i'll miss the j1s

alot alot



the design for our choir tee's out!

*screeches with excitement*

cant wait to see it

=)

~pj choir rox~



geok

i thank you a lot alot alot

a lot of times, ur words are provoking and hurtful when i first hear them

but they force mi to ponder and think abt my progress as a chrisitian and my growth in spiritual life

i believe im guided closer to the rite track now

and the credit goes to God for sending you to mi when i realli needed sumone to point out my mistakes

so i thank God for a friend like you

=D



i found it hard to adapt to the regular lessons after missing a week of proper lessons and sch

the fact that im lagging so far behind makes mi even more demoralised to study

argh

God help mi



thank God for everything

and i mean it =)

it seemed like a long long day



went out wif my parents yesterday

no lil sis, no brother, juz mi and mum and dad

i enjoyed the time spent wif them

thank God for this opportunity to spend time wif my parents

=)



church was fun too

we tried memorising verses during bible study

hanging out in church makes mi feel sumhow...

peaceful

then i find out

it IS impt to have a circle of christian friends

their encouragements can do wonders

thank God



geok slept over

had a short talk with her

yes geok, i AM getting impatient with you all

yes geok, i AM low in my spiritual life

i feel detached frm God

pls pray for mi

im sorri i made you tear

i cant imagine y i acted the way i did

its scary that sumtimes, i dun even noe myself

pray for mi



went over to ting's house

i forgot to bring sth realli impt for ting

and i apologised without any sincerity

the way i acted scared mi

its scary that sumtimes, i dun even noe myself

pray for mi



prepared a fruit feast =)

had a long talk wif geline

mayb it does seem that my stand is always changing

but

deep down, i still hold still to my principles, juz like geline stood by hers

mayb its time i stop expecting too much frm you guys

i shld have stopped long ago

your words start to make sense to mi geok

its scary that sumtimes, i dun even noe myself

pray for mi



i still thank God

i learnt a lot today

thank God.

OPENING CEREMONY WAS FUN FUN FUN

this is the first time im saying this: *SCREAMS* PJ ROX BIG TIME

thank God so much for siao lang keng and mr liew, whu gave mi the beautiful sunflowers

thank God so much for 03a02, whu gave so much support, so many hugs and loads of encouragement

thank God so much for my wonderful pj choir, whu gave their best for this performance

im gg to say it again: *SCREAMS EVEN LOUDER* PIONEER JUNIOR COLLEGE ROX!!



pjc is concentrated wif wonderful teachers whu are oh-so committed and responsible

the lit teachers, mr boh, ms jeanette ho...

EDDIE KOH!!

wahaha



we werent forced to wear the ugly hawaiian shirts onstage

THANK GOD



the finale was AMAZING

the moment i stepped onstage and start singing, i juz let go of all my fears and went all out to have fun =)

and it WAS fun alrite!!

once the fast part came and the choir and the tkd and wushu and band and the cast and even the backstage crew joined us onstage, i was like so high i screamed thru my mic =)

wahaha

it was the moment of a lifetime realli

things realli got crazee when the pa crew played the song for the second time

a02 joined us on stage and we juz went around hugging every single person we noe =)



my parents came for the performance

sumhow, im realli realli happy that they saw mi onstage

mayb that'll show them that i realli have the passion for singing

mayb that'll convince them that i can do it

the minute i saw them after performance, i noe they're proud of mi =)

and that realli made my day

=)



thank God that i still had my voice wif mi even tho i feel a cough and sore throat developing as soon as i woke up today

the cough coincidentalli came rite after the performance ended

the Lord provides =)



God bless my family

God bless a02

God bless siao lang keng

God bless pj choir

God bless pem (yes, no link, but hey, i still love them)



=D

IM HAPPIIIIIIIII

its hard to describe wat im feeling rite now

im scared



this week's gg real fast

opening ceremony kept mi busy everyday

im straying further frm God

i realli am looking forward to church this sat

i realli am



stef chua tried to make the four of us wear recycled costumes (worn by guitar club last yr) that made us looked like carpark attendants

yunus tot i was his TEACHER when he saw mi frm far

i think dennis yeo was freaked out by the rags we were wearing too

he gave us a chance to find our own costumes by today

we went to JP wif keez and hidayah and mariam to shop for stuff to wear tml

my bank's a lot emptier now =(

if dennis yeo DARE to force mi wear the ugly carpark attendant outfit

sighs

i guess i have no choice but to wear it

o.0

PRAY FOR MI



saw chen yie at jp today!!!

MISSED HER LIKE NUTS

her big hugs realli brought mi back to life in kranji

2cians

3cians

we all went seperate ways

and i realli hope our roads will cross again one day

i'll b waiting =)



choir rox =)



nitey.

the oc preview was fun fun fun

wahaha

choir was GREAT

i love the pj choir!!

wahaha

(bk was chosen to sing the sch song wif us LOL.)

finale was AMAZING

rakeezah's beautiful in her costume and make up and all

wahaha

if onli i can get down on the stage and stand wif the cast and the choir pple

then i'll realli go CRAZEEEEEE

wahaha



i was ONCE AGAIN knocked out by yunus's amazing voice =)

its not onli his voice that stands out

he sings with his heart

and that makes him sound wonderful



john khoo

you CAN sing ok?

stop being paranoid =)



geline made mi sushi today

it was the onli thing i got to eat from morning till nite

the next meal came at 9pm lah

so geline

thanx for saving my life

=)



received a hand made card from my oh-so-wonderful class

its realli realli sweet a02 =)

hidayah cried when she received her card

thats how sweet it was to all of us =D

thanx so much to a02

you guys are the very very bestest



had a VERY late dinner wif cam, clem, mike, john

gd thing that clem's a half girl

or i'll feel realli werid hanging out wif four guys

LOL.



thank God for my friends

thank God for my love for singing

thank God for everything

amen.

=)

seehong dear

i care

we care

and we're worried

so take care of urself girly

and trust God to take care of your problems

talk to us if you need to alrite?

we'll love to lend a ear

take care

God bless =)



im loving our pj choir more and more each day =)



yunos ROX!!!

wahaha

if you are reading this yunos (which is highly impossible)

YOU ROCK!!!

go join sum talent time or sth!!

dun let ur amazing voice go to waste!!

i'll b ur NO.1 FAN!!

i'll be the PRESIDENT of your official fan club

LOL.



rong cong can act man

wahaha

pple in chinese class will noe wat i mean

LOL.



thank God for everything

life's gg UP =)

geok

i love your 15th feb post on ur blog

its so true isnt it?

pple whu claims that they are open to all religion and cant stand christians for being so hostile towards other religions

pple whu claim to b free thinkers and believe all Gods exist

these pple claim to be open

but they are closed to christianity

they hate the rules God set for us

they claim it deprives them of freedom

but yet

its the rules that realli sets them free

anyone whu sees this

anyone whu disagrees wif this

go read geok's blog

and be convinced

for your own good



blessingsssss

thanx see hong, for the energy hp pouch

i realli realli like it =)

thanx rong cong, for that beautiful crystal swans you gave us

it realli very very sweet of you =)

thanx jolene and jia hui, for the photo frame

i love it loads too =)



rehersal was fun today

but we wasted so much time b4 the reharsal actually started

but it was nice toking to algin, siti, john, astro and mike

we sang so much that we lost our voices even b4 the rehersal started

and everyone's voice broke when we sang thru the mic during the rehersal

wahaha

opening ceremony's gg to b great

esp the finale

it rox =)



blessingssss blessingsss blesssingssss

wahaha

thanx see hong =)

you noe wat?

i realli do love you and shiqi

a lot alot

comparing you guys with pem is not rite becos both grp means juz as much to mi

God sent you guys to mi

and im thankful for that

so now im letting you noe:

i love pem and siao lang keng differently

but i love pem and siao lang keng juz as much

frens forever =)

happy v day and friendship week to all =)



today started great

had fun in sch (see hong, thanx for ur msg =) realli realli sweet)

then had fun at town

i love it seeing so mani couples on the streets today =)

its realli realli sweeeeeett

but on the ride home

...



=(

i was sad

realli i was

mayb all u said were not wat u truly meant but it realli did hurt mi

a lot

A LOT

A LOT



you noe how much this means to mi

you noe ur decision affects everyone

so, are we supposed to succumb to everything u say juz becos you can do that to us anytime?

whuever gave you the rite to rule my life??

rite now, im feeling more anger than im feeling sad

its not fair

thats not how friends behave



but geok pointed out stuff i cldnt see

and that slapped mi awake

i muz have done sth realli wrong to make you do wat u did

im sorri it took mi so long to realise

im sorri for being insensitive

will you share how u feel, friend?

relationships are based on communication

i need to hear you

and i want you to hear mi

becos i cherish you

friend



thank God for geok

you helped a lot, girl

thanx

thanx clem =)

i hope my voice will cum back soon too lah

its irritating to try to sing with bk's voice

=( SOBX...

lol.



my fever's gone for good

but the flu's still here

i realli cant sing now lah

i feel like my voice's gg to break at every note i sing

but

john says i sound better wif a flu

so

when i sing like a chicken, i sound better

SOBX

HOW DEMORALIZING

wahaha

=)



no cross country run for mi tml!

THANK GOD ALOT ALOT

i've been missing pe for like, 2 weeks lah

cross country will b like death for mi



had a nice looong chat with shiqi and rahel today

i love to stay in campus after sch, when the whole sch compound is like deserted and we have the whole place to ourselves =)

the grandstand's a wonderful place to chat =)



i've been placing my books aside for too long

scareded

hmmm...



baked cookies for geline and ting today =)

geok and sam, u'll get urs soon

hehe



im bored

im realli sick now

and i realli thank God for that

so many times i find myself wishing to b sick

everything's gg so fast

too fast

i need a break

rite NOW

and the Lord hears me

the Lord loves mi

the Lord provides

Thank God =)



stress is building up fast

so many things are happening at the same time

recording wif pem

praticing for PR wif SLK

school work

opening ceremony

yes, my time is spent on more constructive stuff rather than slacking all day now

but sumtimes

i wish things can juz slow down

so that i can catch a breath

all i want is to get away from the crowd for a moment

to b alone

to enjoy the warmth of the sun

to listen to the song of the wind

to find the peace in mi

and now

God gives mi the chance to

and i truly thank Him

a lot a lot



recording wif pem was fruitful

i see the sam that i remember

the sam that i always loved

the familiar laughter that was lost rang once again

it was still as contagious as ever

i see the sunshine in ur eyes my dear

and i thank God for you

i thank God for pem

my soulmates =)



choir was fun

but it gets tiring sometimes

john's doing a lot of the work yeah?

i noe its stressful

heee

i'll TRY to help next time?

wahaha



it hurts to even talk now

how can i sing tml during oc rehersal?

but i trust God

and i love Him loads and loads and loads =)

ok, i noe its realli bad to sign out and leave u alone to cope wif the j1s john

im sorry!

REALLI sorry!

and i WAS realli sick in the morning!

and i REALLI felt better after resting!

im realli sorry lah

feel free to pang seh mi since i did it to u twice

hee

but i'll prefer it if u let the past behind and DUN pang seh mi lah

wahaha



siao lang keng ROX

bei ou shen hua is CHICKEN FEED

wahahaha

i love being a hao lian

wahahah

SLK, im realli glad to have known u guys

thanx for brightening up my life =)

so...

lets start autographing out photos shall we?

before we explode ourselves onstage

wahaha

Thank God for SLK =)



recording's been dragged for THREE WEEKS

yes, i AM unhappy

haiz

pls tell mi wat to do

im lost

but as long as we are one

we can do it

i noe we can

but wat if

we're not one animore?

sam's not free on weekends

ting's not free on wed

im not free on mon

geok's not free on tues and thurs?

geline'll b too tired to record on all weekdays

how nice

so lets juz let recording hang around until we can all fit into the same schedule shall we?

that'll prob b NEVER

its tortourous to feel that sth needs to b done but there's nothing you can do abt it

Father, i still trust

Help us



'Latter-Day Evangelists'

wat a synical view of christians

yes, it made mi angry when i first read it

but there IS some extent of truth in it

evangelise for the sake of doing it

evangelise becos we have to

rather than out of love

but still

dun stereotype all christians

dun let bad examples of christians get in the way btwn u and God

sometimes

if christians were very eager to spread the word of God

its bcos they are trying too hard to do it effectively

God, i still trust

Help us



please

happy qi xi qing ren jie too ting

five as one forever =D



thank God for today

i realli thot i wouldnt survive this day

but God was with mi

God IS with mi

and i pulled thru

like today was any other day

Thank God =)



so ting, can sam make it on sun?

i cant wait for recording =)



my stereo was delivered here today

pem, now we dun have to rotate a set of earphones for five times juz to listen to sth

wahaha

Thank God once again



(quoting geok) blessings blessings blesssssingggggssss

wahaha

the Lord provides

:D

caleb's scream amused mi at first

i cant believe it did

as pple grow

it seems like their hearts hardens at the same time

i promised myself so many times to b nice to him

but yes, i failed every single time

he's weird, yes, we all noe

but that doesnt make him less human than we r

that isnt enough to deprive him of the love we all get to enjoy from the pple and frens around us

wat rite do we have to laugh at him?



wat rite do i have to stop pple from laughing at him?



i pray that his faith in God will b strong enough to pull him thru jc

i pray that we'll start to realise how ugly we've been to him

i pray that we realise its time to change



God works wonders

amen.

which smilie are you?

another sch day

esther was VERY funni

the joke goes like this:

pointing to the chinese fund, she said "do you noe how much siew mai i can buy wif this? one thousand... two thousand... i can even buy a char shao bao!!!"

WAHAHAHAHAHAHA

she said it with a STRAIGHT FACE

it kept mi laughing for the WHOLE day

if u dun find it funni, u r either too stupid, or u r seriously lacking sum sense of humour

rahel ROX

LOL



we tried to make rahel and rong cong talk to each other today

wahaha

yes john, rong cong alredy noes abt our match making plans

so do esther

wahaha

so we decided to give up on the match making idea

wahaha



sch's getting fun

but i still dread it for sum reason

haiz

pple nv get contented eh?

i'll try to b an exception =)



thru God

we can do all things



Bless us all

thank God

amen.

class outing was fun today =)

i love the ambience of the cafe

"sing in public (even if you dun have a beautiful voice)"

thats painted on the wall

i love that line



food's YUMMY

the brownie was AMAZING

*drool*



im definitely bringing pem there =)



we left our names on the wall

i wrote pem =)

we wrote siao lang keng too =P



took lots of stupid photos there

see hong and i were the "sadako"s

wahaha

eddie koh looks hilarious in every single photo

LOL



there's a pet shop nearby

a bulldog seehong called "huilan" gets jealous whenever see hong diverts her attn to other dogs

wahaha



visited the old "haunted" house on the top of the hill

didnt go in but frm the outside the old house looked realli nice

scary, yes, but nice

it muz have been wonderful when it was new

but i'll hate to b even near it when its nite time

*shudder*



met a owner of a lost puppy while we were heading for the bus stop

we split up and helped search for it

it's called ruiyi

poor owner

she muz have realli loved her dog

she promised the whole class dinner if we manage to find ruiyi

sadly

we didnt =(



siao lang keng got a chance to tok to rong cong

found out he's kinda nice!

he's exactly like rahel!

its match making time

*evil grin*

wahaha



so many things happened in a day



time to hit the books

=(