im trying to recall what i did for the past week,
so that i can record it all down.

sob.
i forgot.

oh wait i rmb...
i had dinner with rahel one night,
and we had a long long chat which was ohsowonderful =)
that was wednesday i think.

spent most of the days studying/working on twisted land two...

oh, we went to help clear the church library on tuesday if im not wrong...
yes, tuesday.
auntie caixuan made me laugh and laugh and laugh!

ah, last last saturday, we went for jasmine's bday party.
it was like gg back to secondary school,
which i so terribly miss.

last friday,
dinner&longlongchat with ms quah.
a very nice longlongchat =)

last saturday, rode on the speedy lorry again
after a long long time.
it was good, to have the wind in my hair,
despite the mass of tangles that it caused =)

last sunday,
a musical that preached God's love,
followed by steaaaaamboat.
i like steamboat.
the cosy-est way to have a meal =)

and lastly,
today~!
my darling twinie's 21st birthday bash =)
had a wonder-wonderful time with slk,
who are probably now still sharing stupid jokes at aloha loyang.
i didnt stay, because of lessons tmr.
it was a struggle though,
to leave when everyone was chanting "pon, pon, pon, pon, pon!"
thank God thank God thank God
that im back home now =)

off to bed,
after qt~!
=D

its hard to blog
when i barely have time to breathe.

was about to type a whole post full of grumbles,
when God called out to me,
and allowed me to see the need to pray.
and so i did.

it was a prayer much needed.
am very much comforted now =)

off to work~!
joyfully, of course =)

thank God!

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Pass It On

What a wonderful time is spring
when all the trees are budding
the birds begin to sing
the flowers start their blooming
thats how it is with God's love
once you've experienced it
you want to sing
its fresh like spring
you want to pass it on~!

=)

ahhhhhhhhh~!
my sister got a rabbit for her birthday!
a real rabbit, mind you,
not those that kids buy from toys'r'us.
that poor thing was terrified when it first arrived.
but it seems to be quite comfortable now =)

my father doesnt like its floppy ears.
he insisted that rabbits should have ears that stand straight up.
hmph.
so mean hor.
its v cute okays!

and its eating now!
and sniffing ard with its little bunny nose.
so adorable!!!!!!

we dont have a name for it yet.
everyone's just calling it bunny rabbit.
matthew said "bye bye bah-nee weh-bit!" just now
before he left.
jeanette cant speak very well yet,
so she just said "bye bye bit!"
ahahahahaahaha.
my nephew and niece are v adorable too.

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i shall blog about wed,
because it was a day full of coincidences.
bumped into an ex-colleague and a bunch of schoolmates
while i was at bpp for shaoning's bday lunch.
and on the way home,
met rahel,
who was gg to meet shiqi for a shopping trip.
a shopping trip!!
so of course,
i went with them.
wahaha.

twinie came to join us late at night,
when she's finally free.
so it was an impromptu slk get-together =)

it was
a wonderful day with slk.
took a trillion photos~!
and here's my favourite:

try to pretend you cant see that my face is huge okays.
sobs.

and this...
this is proof that we can act.
we were all in freezed positions,
trying to take a fake photo that looks real.
we really look happy right!!
ahhaha.

and here's my twinie~!
if you think we dont look alike,
keep your silly opinions to yourself.
hmph.

thank you darlings.
wonderful friends you are =)

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i am finally convinced that im a bad shopping khaki.
next time when you happen to go shopping with me,
and i try to psycho you to buy sth when you're in doubt,
give me a punch and tell me to shut up.
sobs.

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sam said hk trip next year!!
wheeeeeeeeeeeee.
i lurve sam sam!!!!

she is really acting like a tai tai.

bobo : i love sentosa cove!!! says:
but disneyland, i treat ok?

tsk tsk.
we shall pay our own okays darling!!
you save for more manicures!! =D

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oh but next year is so far away.
sobsobs.
i wanna go nowwwwwwwwww.
nownownowwwwwwwww.
*pouts*

i have very bad memory,
and i've forgotten many supposedly memorable events
which everyone else involved still remembers.
they'd go "i rmb you did this and this..."
"we cldnt stop laughing when you and *some friend* did that..."
its very funny to hear a forgotten part of your life from someone else,
so i have decided to blog as much as i can,
so that i can read abt the past from my own pt of view.

so,
brief one on the weekend~

met hsiaoling jie and mingde on sat with alvin for dinner/supper
to congratulate them~! =)

twisted land on sunday,
followed by a shopping trip with the shopping queen,
and then a birthday treat,
for the one on the right...



and the one on the left.



happy birthday you two =)


and today.
was a good day,
despite the 2893628732 yawns
that made alvin laugh and laugh at me.
=)

im really really tired.
nites.

eyes are closing,
but my mind cant stop thinking.
negative thoughts are wierdly attractive;
they draw you deeper and deeper into the darkness,
until you lose your way out.

we feel that pull
because of sin.
its natural to be attracted to bad things.
because its in our nature to be bad.

so,
please stop believing in the "follow your heart" advices.
a lot of times when we do bad things,
its our hearts that tell us to do so.

the heart is deceitful!

the next time your heart prompts you to do sth,
think before you oblige.

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okays,
that was a big digression.
i was talking abt me exploring negative thoughts.
very tempted to go on thinking,
even if i know that'll only make me go into some state of depression.

yes, the heart is deceitful.

and thank God,
for reminding me of that.

i shall stop thinking.
sleep sleep sleep.
soon.

ahhaha.

---

sammie was very sweet today =)
*big hugs for that darling*

---

i <3 my nephew and niece.
sosososososo much.

---

i need to talk.
pray first,
then bed.

you were right to snigger.
i cldnt wake up early this morning.
snoozed for an embarassing number of times.
*sob*

but i still woke up in the morning okays!
hmph.

went for the twisted land street publicity again this afternoon.
pretty good response!
thank God =)
asked waiyin for an estimate of the number of sign ups so far,
and she said 60+! =D
i cant wait for rat-a-tat-cat~!

geok insisted on playing taboo when we got back to the church office,
so we obliged.
geok: "when you go to school, you go to...?"
me: "jail."
pastor laughed till he choked.
ahahaha.
the answer was 'campus' btw.

oh and another one~
geok: "when you wake up late, you have...?"
me: "eyebags."
the answer was 'brunch'.

one cannot get too personal when it comes to playing taboo.

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was chatting with shiqi online~

me says:
im broke!!
sy - For my Heavenly Father says:
so what's new?
me says:
clothes.
sy - For my Heavenly Father says:
HAHAHAHAHA!!!

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wahsuling!!
your jie jie spent 189271982 hrs today in church to work on your present!
your jie jie is turning 21st on 15th oct.
your jie jie likes lomo cams,
specifically the supersampler.
=D

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me and waiyin agreed with each other
that it feels wonderful to yawn out loud.
*loud loud yawn*

nites~! =)

goodness me.
kids nowdays
watch too much tv.
and psycho themselves into believing
that they're old enough to do whatever people on tv do.

its very scary.

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i cant concentrate!
im sleeepy.

shall wake up early tmr to finish the work.
stop sniggering you meanies.
I'LL WAKE UP!
hmph.

blogger is not showing my post =(
i blogged yesterday
abt a shopping trip with mum and jean,
jean's first bus ride,
and a beetle that landed on my head.
yes, a beetle was on my head.
sobs.

---

i overslept today
and missed class =(
(im still working on being morning-friendly~!)
so,
went to church to study again~
for little while.

uncle freddie dropped by
and asked why im not in sch.
so i told him.
and he AIYO-ed in a very fatherly manner.
wahahaha.
i found it extremely funny,
but waiyin didnt laugh.
im really the only person who finds uncle freddie funny.
besides yixin, that is.
good to have company.
muahaha.

and then,
dinner at waraku
to celebrate ling's bday =)
my brother kept eavesdropping
on the grp of japanese at the next table.
i asked if they said anything bad abt singapore.
"nope, they're talking abt stuff happening at their workplace."
muahaha.

wonderful service they have at that place, btw.
i like =)

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okays.
work.

out with mum and jeanette darling todayy~
jean is baby full of smiles =)

she had her first bus ride this afternoon!
it was a long one,
(we took 190 to town,)
but she sat quietly through the entire ride =)
she behaved very well the whole day~!

we're very proud of her.
=D

matt.dajie&pangeng came to join us for dinner.
fish & co. for dinner
again~!
seafood platter again.

no more calamari for a month.

---

yesterday,
i was worried,
hesitant,
and then brave,
then happy,
then joyful,
and finally,
very encouraged.

thank God!
=D

oh and yesterday,
we dug,
and found many ancient photos in the church office.
i am amazed at how people changed!
and i am very happy
that i cant be found in any of the photos~!
muahahaha.

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OH MY GOODNESS GRACIOUS I JUST RAN MY FINGERS THROUGH MY HAIR AND HIT STH HARD AMIDST THAT. A BEETLE WAS ON MY HEAD!!!! FOR GOODNESS KNOWS HOW LONG!!!

T.T

i have lost all interest to blog.
byes.

my sister's birthday is coming~!
was supposed to shop for her present yesterday,
but by the time we're done with dinner,
all shops are closed but borders.
=S

some time ago,
kaiqiu borrowed a set of home clothes from my sis.
yesterday,
she gift-wrapped it,
gave it to my sister,
and told her its her bday present.

hilarious.

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pictures pictures~!

i present to you...
the pictures of LeLe~ =D

you know what edna's smiling at yes?
not the floor lah dummy.


sorry that the pictures arent very clear.
took them with my phone camera.
grrr.

im still waiting for my lomo cam!
it can only be used outdoors,
so,
pengsweeeeeeee+mag+edna!
im available for dog walking services =)
after i get my lomo cam,
that is.

cant take any of the kitty,
because he's afraid of the outside world.
sobs.

okays,
more pictures~
of the free muddy mud pie
to make shiqi angry.

"we'll tell shiqi abt this on the last day of the promotion"

we were happy~!

mudpie was yummy =)
and company was wonderful.
thank you rahel~!

i lurve slk too =)

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and more pictures yet~
of ernestina goh kaiqiu.







wahahaha.
i lurve the water bottle one.

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okaaaays.
gotta go do work now.
waiyin is nice to lemme come study in the church office =)

*waves*

sy - for my Heavenly Father. said:
i am gg to sleep liao

sy - for my Heavenly Father. said:
when jie jie goes to sleep, mei mei must follow

ling. for the joy of the Lord is my strength says:
ahem

ling. for the joy of the Lord is my strength says:
*FOLLOWING THE LEADER, THE LEADER, THE LEADER*

(NOTE: thats the song in peter pan, in case you're blur.)

ling. for the joy of the Lord is my strength says:
you're my sister, not the leader

The Leader says:
hello

The Leader says:
okays come

The Leader says:
follow me

ling. for the joy of the Lord is my strength says:
AHAHAHHAHAHA

ling. for the joy of the Lord is my strength says:
NO!

The Leader says:
tsk.

The Leader says:
you say one okays

The Leader says:
following the leader

ling. for the joy of the Lord is my strength says:
you're not the leader

ling. for the joy of the Lord is my strength says:
you're the fake leader.

sy - for my Heavenly Father. says:
then who is the leader?

ling. for the joy of the Lord is my strength says:
the guy in peter pan

ling. for the joy of the Lord is my strength says:
im gg t follow him,

ling. for the joy of the Lord is my strength says:
he havent sleep yet

PMS.

my mum got the first taste of it last night,
when i snapped at her.
=(

i need to stop using it as an excuse to bite pple's heads off.

i think the Lord's teaching me how.
its more controllable this time =)

not exactly irritable,
but still kind of emotional.
the slightest happy thing makes me very happy,
and the slightest unhappy thing makes me very unhappy.

so dont freak out if i start crying in front of you.

wahaha.
dont be silly, i wont!

okays,
just dont bully me and i wont.
muahaha.

i dont like PMS =(
its awful.

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big sorry to faith.
i really didnt expect church to end much later than usual.
was out dressed in your assigned colors since lunch time!
black&white dress, black cardi, black pumps and a red hairband =)
i really was planning to go!

i hope i didnt ruin your bday! =(

happy 21st =)

---

bimbo is sick!
please pray for him!

oh, just to clarify,
bimbo is dezhang.

---

alvin shared with me something most worthy of joyfulness after church,
when most have gone home.
we screamed in unison when the msg came in,
and got a warning from the pastor from the english assembly =(
so rmb,
no screaming in church after ten okays!
lest neighbours complain.
bad bad testimony.
sobs.

oh but that piece of news is truly exciting!!

thank you brother, for sharing it! =D

---

friendster is amazing,
because it shows how you are linked to this person,
who's linked to another person,
who's linked to yet another person,
who's also linked to you.

some linkages are simply amazing.

oh well.
that's how God planned it =)
and His plan is perfect yes? =)

---

i shall make tmr a constructive day.
no more slackinggggggg~

---

goodness me,
i've got the sudden urge to cry!

i dont like pms.
=(

i shall go to bed.
gdnitessssss.

just went through the mail.

pem~
geline sent us a postcard =)

reading her handwriting made me miss her very much.

and we were so sure we'd grow old together.

ting's not here,
and i dont know when's the next time i'll be seeing you all,
so i shall type her msg here okays.

on second thoughts,
lets not.
i'll email you guys.

have been blog-hopping
to see life from many different perspectives.
i've vicariously lived through many experiences which i've not experienced.
its like watching tv,
only in a more thinking sort of way.

---

home alone.
yet again!
but this time,
im enjoying the peace and quiet.

tuesday was a drowsy day.
i missed four buses straight
because i was too sleepy to get up from the bus stop seat.
wahahahaha.
all the laughing helped though.
a teeny weeny bit.
=D

today's another drowsy day.
was half asleep during the shopping trip.
so i didnt buy anything,
other than the miffy pencil i bought for my mei mei.
she's obsessed with miffy these days.
she has two small stuffed ones
and she talks to them.
and makes them talk to each other.
*shivers*
scary hor?
but she was so touched by my sweet gesture,
she gave me one of her stuffed miffys!!!!
so i dont find her so scary now.
WAHAHA.

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matthew can sing now!!
in tune!!
he used to sound like he's chanting when he tries to sing.
but today he sang a song i didnt know,
and i cld clearly hear the melody~!
so now i know how to sing that song!
he taught me a new song!!
so exciting!
darling jeanette's still learning,
but she's a super fast learner,
so soon, she'll be singing away too!
wheeeeeeeeee~!

oh btw,
the song goes like this:
"round and round the garden like a teddy bear,
(yes i know it doesnt make sense,
but the song goes like this what!!)
one step,
two step,
TICKLE *person's name*!!!!!"
and then, we tickle each other.
muahahahaa.
its a nonsensically fun song.
next time i teach you okay.
HAHA.

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tireeeed.
zzz.

no sch tmr!
joy joy joy!

and the last part of the prev post
is once again
obviously
not typed by me.

&!%@^!@&!~!
hmph.

the previous post
is obviously
not typed
by me.

i have mad friends.

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but i do love them very veyr much.
wahhahahahahah.

f6tfytgku7i665djyafwiuewbgysty3wgveyatuirysbhifausybryb
12e343s4
6w

sxw
suying loves faithyyyyyy

suying loves jiayi 2! i love her more

gondie. suying loves faithyy THE MOSTEST MOSTEST MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOSTEST!!!

D

thanksgiving!
syllabus of new module #1 says:
Exam 1 - 30%
Exam 2 - 30%
Exam 3 - 30%
Attendance and Participation - 10%
WHICH MEANS...
no assignments at all!!!!!!!!

after the marketing madness,
everyone agrees that we'd rather study than research.
(for now.)

so,
thank God!
thank God thank God thank God!

=D

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tingy left this morning.
at 0858 she sent
"im boarding the plane already."

bon voyage girlfriend.
*hugs*

---

wonderful singing session today =)
thank God for company!
=)

---

there've been major changes in my life since uni.
i wld've been in depression if not for the Lord's providence.
its only now that i can see
all that have happened is God's way of preparing me
to be tough enough to face these changes
with a thankful heart.

thank you Lord.
for guarding me from sin.

and i just realized
that God had said yes to one of my long term prayers!
that moment of realization was an ultra joyful moment =D
its not a once off sort of answer,
it was more of like a process,
so it took me this long to see it okaaaays.
its not cos im dense hor.
hmph.

so yar,
thank God!
for His grace and providence =)

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read eunice's blog abt Twisted Land,
and was reminded of last saturday,
where my cell grp stayed after, well, cell grp,
to try out some games to be used for the event.
we all agreed
that it was the first time we've heard chinyew talk so much.
wahahaha.
and so,
im very excited for Twisted Land~!
*bounces excitedly in my seat*
wahaha.
i think im gg to buy Rat-a-tat-Cat.
its too fun a game not to have!!!
*screams* SUPER PEEK!!!!!

okay la, since im on the topic,
i shall do a little free publicity for Twisted Land.
the committee can show their gratitude by... (refer to prev. para)
wahahahahaha.

Twisted Land, a board games' event,
organized by bukit panjang gospel chapel =)
(i assure you, you've nv heard of 3/4 of the games tt'll be provided,
unless your dad's in the board games' business.)
15th july
northvale condo (CCK area)
6 smackeroos per person
6th person FOC

wanna go, msg me okays =)

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okays im tired.
i shall post LeLe's photos up tmr!! =)
if i have time.
wahahaha.

off to bed~

today is a happy day!
due to various reasons =D

one being that I VISITED LELE!!!
he. is. the. cutest. maltese. ever.
cutest ever!!!!!!!
i took a million photos of him,
but the cable i need to upload the photos is upstairs,
so photos next time la okays.
muahahaha.

i cldnt shut up abt how cute LeLe is
the whole time we were there,
so edna reminded me that she offered the doggie to me first,
before she gave it to pengswee.
*sobs*
then it dawned upon me
that the doggie cld've beeeen mine!
then it wld be pengswee visiting my dog,
instead of me visiting his!!
*bawls*

but the visit was good enough really.
seeing the doggie made my day!
thank you pengsweee,
for your hospitality~! =)

maggie & edna phong!
lemme seeee lexus next please!
=D

oh, so now i have a cat and 2 dogs to play with~!
yayyyyyyyy!

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today is also a joyful day =)
thank God
for the guidance!

---

congrats to the angels~!
i think you all sang very very well =)
*thumps all of you on the back*

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dinner with the usual crew again.

poor dz had to rush off after dinner because of pressing deadlines,
and he's still sitting at kallang mac now
trying to get all work done~!
lets all pray for him kays! =)

more lives coming up okays huEy~
muahahaha.

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chanyenting is leaving tmr morning.
rmb the song darling,
rmb the song.

=)

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nitey~