have been on a constant search for some form of catharsis.
blogging,
crying,
singing,
sleeping,
being angry.
but i just realized
there is no catharsis,
except in the Lord.
only God can comfort.

those who are on the same search,
seek not from the world.
seek the Lord.
peace is from Him.
nothing else but Him.

i got tagged.

Each player of this game starts off
by giving 6 weird things about themselves.
People who get tagged need to blog of their own 6 weird things,
as well as state the rules clearly.
In the end,
you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names.

hmmm.
6 wierd things...

One
i take darn long to wash my hands. (ask edna, she knows.)
i need soap everytime i wash my hands.
handwashes are nv complete without soap.
i wash my hands everytime after i eat,
snack,
go to the loo,
make my bed,
pack my bag,
sneeze into a tissue paper,
cough into my hands,
touch my feet,
clip my nails,
clean up the table,
touch newpapers,
or when it has been long since i last washed my hands.
if this is not wierd, i dont know what is.

Two
i eat gross food.
i love brinjals
and lady's fingers
and fish eyes
and fatty meat
and animal organs
and smelly beancurd.

Three
no matter how hot the weather is,
i need to sleep with a blanket.
or anything else that covers my legs and feet.
i'd cover up and psycho myself to believe that its cold.

Four
i am mortally terrified of frogs and butterflies.
i am so afraid of frogs,
a picture filled with bright green colored tree frogs
made me cry for quite some time.
i am so afraid of butterflies,
i broke down in the middle of some butterfly park
and have no recollection of how i got out of there.

Five
i like to travel alone.
travel not as in go overseas,
but to take buses, or cabs, or trains alone.
that is provided that i have music of course.

Six
i take an hour to bathe.
i need to rush like mad to fnish bathing in half an hour.
when i burst out of the bathroom
in the record time of fifteen minutes
during the malaccan mission trip,
everyone who was at the door rushing me to get out cheered for me.

there you go faithy~
i tag...
er.
i cant think of anyone who'll be bo liao enough to do this.
bimbo?
HAHA.
ah, you want to do, you do la okays.
its pretty fun actually.
i nv knew i was this wierd.

here you are, twinie and the two loudmouths~! look at our features!
eyes!
noses!
mouths!
dont we look alike?!?!
dont we dont we?!
wheeeeeeeee~!
you shld give us a treat for that false eyelash accusation mrs takuya wannabe =)
i'll ask my twinie when she's free to claim it okays!
*skips off gleefully*

no hilarious photos of geok and ting up here,
lest they gang up and put me through inhumane torture.
you cant imagine what they are capable of doing.

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at starbucks now,
with one of the two aforementioned.
the other one's on her way to join us.
lets hope we study.

off to get myself a tall vanilla latte~
yummee.

the most horrible dream woke me up this morning.
so traumatizing,
i cant bear talking abt it.
so i told no one.

but it taught me a good lesson.
thank God for that.

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*big big beeeeeg hugs for my family~*
thank you papa
thank you mama
thank you jiejie + bro-in-law
thank you korkor
thank you meimei
thank you matthew
thank you jeanette darling~!

i love all of you very much,
even though i havent been behaving like i do =(
sorries~!
*kowtows a million times*

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was gg thru my old photos.
TWIN!
i found a photo where we looked alike!!
nothing to do with the hair really,
our facial features all look similar!
it'll shut the other two loudmouths up!
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
waahahaha.
oh and i found hilariously ridiculous photos
of ms quah geok lan and chan yen ting.
can i post them up pls pls pls pls pls????
*begs*
too funny not to share!
muahahaha.

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oh jeanette just gave me a friend's kiss~!
ahhhhhhhhh.
so.adorble.

okays,
time to do work.
sobs.

done with that long long article thingy =)
-phew-

i love 21st birthday bashes.
the perfect excuse for gatherings =)
happy birthday cy~! i think your mummy did a wonderful job with your birthday cake =)
its beyond beautiful~!

i've got me a very sweet angel.
and her encouragements always come at the right time =)
yes, im almost sure its a her.
either that, or a very sneaky he.
hurs.
whoever you are,
thank you sososo much =)

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grr.
im hungry!
*ROAR*

many many things going through my mind.

i cant see where the Lord's guiding me towards.
but i know He is leading.
when its all in the Lord's Hands,
there's nothing to worry about, yes? =)
do pray that i give Him full control,
and not foolishly resist His good plan.

all for His glory.

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starting work at one.
have a long long journal article to read,
and a long long abstract to write.
pray for me okays!
i need concentration!
focus focus focus~!
all for His glory =)

went for sammie's party last night.
sam's green-top-with-headband sleepover party,
where we talked and talked and talked for hours =)
and ate and ate and ate =S
and laughed and laughed and laughed =D
thank God for pem.

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my writing is deteriorating.
i cant find the words to express what i want,
my paragraphs lose focus and go off course.
this is very saddening
for someone who takes pride in writing.

--

matthew is speaking in full sentences now =)
he asked my mummy,
"ah ma, can i have my dinner now?"
a while ago.
its a joy to watch him grow =)
but of course,
its very tiring as well.

and jeanette is extremely smiley these days.
you can just look her in the eyes and smile,
and she'll grin a big toothy grin back at you =)

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movie w my meimei after her band prac~!
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. =)

music and lyrics.
wonder-wonderful soundtrack.
gosh, can hugh grant sing!

im buying it.
is it on the racks yet??

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shopping spreeeee today.
okays, its not much of a spree.
didnt get a lot.
but considering how little i've been buying these days,
(dont snigger! i havent been shopping for ages! really!)
its relatively much okayssss.

im really broke now.
no more cabs/starbucks/whatever that costs past the kopitiam price till april.
sobs.

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school is dreadful this semester.
i cant wait for may.

but nonetheless,
there's a lot to thank God for.
He is good =)

Thank God for The Chase =)
wonderful weather,
sporting people,
great programs =)
maybe the forfeits can be a little kinder,
(wahaha)
but the commitee has done well =)
all for God's glory =)

let me share the joy:
SK and riodo have accepted Christ =)
thank God loads and loads and loads.

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*screams*
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMMIE~! =)

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afternoon class is cancelled~!
sch ends at 1pm~!
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~!

when the exam asked to name the four 'M's of marketing,
i very much wanted to write 'Madness'.

this whole week has been and will continue to be packed full of work.
i've nv been this busy in my entire life.
do pray for me.
Only the Lord can sustain me.

amidst emotional turmoils,
God gave me peace =)
He said,
"Don't worry about anything;
instead, pray about everything.
Tell God what you need,
and thank Him for all He has done.
If you do this,
you will experience God's peace,
which is far more wonderful than the human mind can understand.
His peace will guard your hearts and minds
as you live in Jesus Christ."
- Philippians 4:6-7

wonderful indeed.
beyond what my scrawny little brain can fathom.
He is God =)

im here to hao lian.
i was the first to reach yunqing-jie's place today~!
i got there at 915am sharp~!
I WAS THE ONLY PUNCTUAL ONE!!
wheeeeeeeee~!

yes i know,
there's nothing to boast abt.
all by God's grace =)
plus yunqing-jie stays 3 minutes away.
(by walking, not by driving)
muahahaha.
BUT STILL.
hmph.

3 hrs of sleep x busy busy day makes me high =S
off to bed.