tingy's comin back~!
yippee!
wahaha... she's comin back on january :)
cant wait.

matt's a little sick today :(
he's got bad digestion i think.
sighs.
gotta keep praying eh.

went out with geokie and geline yest.
**note to slk: they said the top you guys got for me was purtee! :)
kay, back to wat i was saying...
went out with them yest...
had a funn time :)

sammie juz got herself a factory job.
sobs.
just when i thot geline's free from it...
sighs...
this means that she'll have much lesser time for us...
and she may not be joining the competition with us :(
me was telling the other pemers we'd lose w/o her.
and they gave a looong scolding for not having confidence in myself.
haha...
but seriously, pem w/o samantha?
sighs.
shall keep my fingers crossed.

grrr.
im getting f.a.t.
HOW?!
sobs. i dun wanna be roly poly yingy.

nothing much to say le.
shall go play with matthew boy now~!
adios~

im 19! :)
bday's a lil diff this year.
i didnt look forward to it.
ting's not here to celebrate with us =(
grr.

celebrated it with the rest of my loved ones tho :)
thanx to:

<3 pem :)
for being with me on my bday every year

<3 family :)
for having dinner w me even tho you r all realli busy

<3 SLK :)
for being willing to take time out to meet up

<3 freshbox princesses :)
for remembering my bday and wanting to celebrate it for me

<3 faith, cheilla, christie and mariani :)
for that purty necklace and the yummy lunch

<3 churchmates
for the wonderful bday song

and thanks to all those pple who msged me on friendster or thru hp
its really a nice feeling to noe that pple cared enough to remember my bday :)

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no sch today :)
slacked at home the whole day w matthew boy
he's a little sick.
had stomach flu since a few days ago
still cant take lactose till now
will b sick everytime he drinks milk.
poor lil guy
pray for him.

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i bought a book for my dad last year on his bday
and took a couple of neoprints of myself with words like "HAPPY BDAY DAD!" on it
when i gave it to him then, he said i waste too much cash on neoprints (typical father yes?)
but yesterday,
i saw him carefully pasting those neoprints on the book that i gave him.
i think God really changed him.
he learnt how to show love for other pple.
he become more patient and understanding.
heee.
thank God.

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finally bought my md mic :)
actually, pem bought it for me.
well, sort of.
they bought it usin the pem fund :)
thanx pemer dears!

had fun recording
i think i love myself too much
wahaha... im addicted to my voice!
i just keep listening to it!
disgusting right?!?!
wahaha...
yeah, i'll try to stop it.
dun wanna b suying the vainpot for life.
grr.

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thats all for now i guess.
adios~!

im back!
heh heh...
in school now with nothing to do.
have to wait for stupid twinnie to finish her tutorial and meet her at holland V.
good thing faithy darling's here slacking with me.
haha... misery loves company :p

met up with pem yesterday night.
had a heated debate: the arts pple vs the science.
haha... got to know each other better after that...
like, how geok and geline wld react to problems and all...
and i think they got to know me and sam a little better tooooo.
so we're all winners i guesssss :)

i love the way pemers communicate.
we'll realli trash things out and try to solve problems btwn us together.
as a group, not individually.
love it love it :)
makes this friendship a realli healthy one...
not a group where pple gossip behind others' backs and backstab each other.
LOVE IT!
wahaha...

will be meeting sis and matthew boy in town after i met seehong :)
and will be staying over at sam's with pem tonite.
yay, fun fun fun.
:)

grrr.
midterms next weeek.
*chants* must study must study must study...

argh, i've finished blogging abt everything that i can think of and its still so early!
sighs.
off to find another form of entertainment.
adios~!

today is a happee happee day! :D
had a few good laughs in school with faith and gang...
didnt get back that comms quiz which i know i failed...
did okay on the ugc quiz...
went shopping with mumsy after school...
bought tons to stuff!
met up with sister and brother for pepperlunch, which was yummy!
wahaha...
yup, it was a good day.
thank God :)

was chatting with twinnie.
told her they dun have to celebrate my bday for me cos we're all busy.
but she insisted on celebrating it even if the other two have to study.
thanx twinnie.
meant much to me.
so very much.
:)

i realli have to thank God...
for placing me in SIM,
where i love my frens, my course, the food, everything!
for placing me in the church band
so that i can serve Him more activly in church :)
for granting pem our strong bond
even tho ting is not here is singapore :)
for granting me the discipline to do my work consistently
and still have time to have fun.

Lord,
help me to serve You better.
and always be grateful for all that You have done for me :)

heyy.
am back again.

am at sam's house right now,
waiting for geline to get over here after her supper with frens.
*yawns*
am a lil tired...
but geok and sam are all asleep,
so i guess i'll have to stay awake to open the door for geline.
*yawns*

i miss slk.
we can nv find time to come out together.
sighs.
now everyone's all so busyyy.

got a call from mak a few days ago...
he said he missed all the times in kss.
me too... i miss those times so much.
its such a helpless feeling to b nostalgic.
cant go back to where i used to b.
but i dont noe if im ready to go on.
to work and face the world of... hypocrites.
grr.
nope, im so not ready.
i dont think i ever will b.

argh.
my eyelids are getting dangerously heavy.