Wednesday, September 3, 2003
experienced anger today... at first it was sadness... then i kinda exaggerated it in my mind and... ya... i got kinda pissed... im trying extremely hard to b sumone u could relate to liao... tried hard to b tolerant of that atitude u kept throwing at mi... its not easy, in case u r wondering... sumtimes u treat mi like a fren... other times, snapping at mi and stuff u did to... haiz nvm... at least tell mi the reason y u r doing this to mi can... im sorri if i did anything bad to u i din realize i was doing... lets try to get along can... im sick of all this... juz tell mi wat u dun like abt mi then i try to change can... im tired...
after all that crap today, im practicalli bursting wif anger... din realli pay attn in class... almost going to cry liao... but bk still managed to make mi laugh... haha... he said sumthing like "having a square in the equation is not fun"... haha... funni... but kena scolding by him after class... skipped the maths retest yesterday... no mc... re-retest tml... marks wun b counted... but thanz to bk, my anger's pretty much dissolved at the end of maths lecture...
so we'r ok after sch... back to the frens mode again... thank God... hope it remains this way... sick of being ur sandbag... juz kill mi y dun u... haiz... sorri.. dun take offence... din mean it... juz sick and tired of life thats alll... glad we'r frens again...
going to energy's autograph session later... not realli excited... dunno y...
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