happy bdae daddy!! ;)



thank God for yest... im going back to my extremely emotional and over sensitive self again... im tired and frustruated but i noe i can overcome this if i try to... bcos Lord is wif mi... im sorry i even doubted You...



geline and ting, to tell the truth, i WAS sad yest... i lied that im not but i am... but u noe wat realli cheered mi up? it was when u guys waited outside the elevator and demanded mi to tell u guys wats wrong... i thot u nv noticed that sth's wrong wif mi... but u pple did... thanx loads... i've been realli unfair to u guys, including sam and geok... IM TRULY SORRI...



i was realli sad that day when i met up wif u guys for sch too... and u noticed too and also, demanded mi to tell u wats wrong... remember that day? i cried on the way to sch... thanx a lot a lot a lot for asking mi wats wrong... juz noeing that i did matter to u pple made mi a lot a lot happier... insercurity is overcoming mi...



sam, im sorri... i wasnt there when u needed frens by ur side... i din noe... sorri... i wish u were happier... im starting to miss ur smile... and ur silly laughter... our latenight talks and lame jokes abt... memories bring tears to my eyes... i cant help it but live in the past, when i still have faith... when i still have trust...



geok, im sorri... i din noe i made u feel so trapped and helpless... i think pem needs to talk, guys... i have a thousand of apologies to make...



human nature isnt it... to apologise for sth thats already done wrong... we think everything's solved wif one dumb apology... say sorry and continue to b spoilt and wilful... where is the love...



we'r losing touch pemers... to keep u pple updated,

im sad, i cried so much

geok's sad, she cried so much

sam's sad, she cried so much

geline's troubled

ting, ur laughters cheer mi up a lot alot...



we need to tok

rite now

but u guys arent here

so we cant

im realli exploding pple

help



i need faith Lord

amen.