konyakoso lovely seiipai no aiwo sutaeru

lovely friendship~

she reminds mi of myself in the past

i do love her along wif the others

but sumtimes

i find that i have little patience for her compared to how much tolerance i have for the others

that made mi petty

and spiteful

and unforgiving

and hateful

and forget God's words

its a test from God

and im gg to pass it

becos thru God

i can do all things :)



i think someone saw thru how i felt today

she spoke tactfully

careful not to laugh too much

im surprised at how i behaved

so childish

immature

but she dun seemed surprised at all

she looked like she expected such behaviour

does that mean im childish all the time?



im tired

of thinking

im still mad

still having chidish thots in my mind

how contridicting it is to b entertaining anger and childishness while i speak of my love for the Lord

any believer whu read this

pray for mi

thanx :)