its draining my energy too

but geok, are we realli a trap to tempt u to sin

its pretty hurtful to put it that way



i juz got off the phone with geline

she made mi realise im becoming numb

hard hearted

everything's abt myself

i haboured thots like getting out of pem

becos i was left out

becos i believed i can carve a singing career out of my own

yes, anione whu's reading this is free to despise mi

God teaches us to have love for others

wat u said on ur blog reflects wat i have been feeling b4 i talked to geline

i c u and i becoming machines

we talk about our love for God

but thats not all that we shld have

where's our love for the pple around us

for pem?

if pem's a trap to tempt us, there's always God to pull us back onto the rite track isnt it?

y do we need to worry?

does running away frm pem solve the problem?

if we truly love pemers, y do we onli care abt our faith in God but not THEIR faith in God?

its our responsibility to make sure they hear the complete gospel, but now, all we care abt is US US US



quah, im not saying this out of sacarsm or mockery

dun try to intepret this post in any other way

juz read it

and plainly try to understand

wat im trying to say



we all have problems

and we all noe that running away is not the problem

mayb its time to accept the new pem

to move on instead of continuing to live the past

everyone's changed

so have u and i