it seemed like a long long day



went out wif my parents yesterday

no lil sis, no brother, juz mi and mum and dad

i enjoyed the time spent wif them

thank God for this opportunity to spend time wif my parents

=)



church was fun too

we tried memorising verses during bible study

hanging out in church makes mi feel sumhow...

peaceful

then i find out

it IS impt to have a circle of christian friends

their encouragements can do wonders

thank God



geok slept over

had a short talk with her

yes geok, i AM getting impatient with you all

yes geok, i AM low in my spiritual life

i feel detached frm God

pls pray for mi

im sorri i made you tear

i cant imagine y i acted the way i did

its scary that sumtimes, i dun even noe myself

pray for mi



went over to ting's house

i forgot to bring sth realli impt for ting

and i apologised without any sincerity

the way i acted scared mi

its scary that sumtimes, i dun even noe myself

pray for mi



prepared a fruit feast =)

had a long talk wif geline

mayb it does seem that my stand is always changing

but

deep down, i still hold still to my principles, juz like geline stood by hers

mayb its time i stop expecting too much frm you guys

i shld have stopped long ago

your words start to make sense to mi geok

its scary that sumtimes, i dun even noe myself

pray for mi



i still thank God

i learnt a lot today

thank God.