choir orientation went well thanks to astro and yu li whu planned it all

the j1s had fun

or at least it seems to mi that they had

august dumped a whole pail of water on mi when we were supposed to b allies

*growls*

but the whole event was still realli fun =)

choir rox.



u noe

sumtimes you can spend one whole day having fun and enjoying urself

then go home feeling realli down and empty,

wondering if life means anything at all,

wondering if u r living an empty life with no directions

thats happening a lot to mi lately

and i hate it.



i found out i love to wallow in sadness and tears



im scared.