i lost my hamster.

she died under her wheel.

i didnt thot it would hurt much

but it did.



it was so sudden.

brother found her dead in the cage

while i was laughing at the programme on tv.

he told me

and he sat there juz looking at chichi

for a very long time

he sat still, occasionally reaching out to stroke her stiff body

and he cried

its the first time i see a 24 year old male cry over a hamster

and i cried with him.



mother cried with us when she got back home.

my dear little sister hid herself in the bathroom

and came out hours later with her eyes swollen



we cldnt stop crying.



thats how i found out

i actually love that animal

so much.



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