pemers

mayb its time that we come out for a talk

a short talk since we are all so busy over major things like the oh so wonderful tv programme at 9 every monday to friday on scv.

we all have different plans about our lives now

i think its only right to at least let each other noe.

even if any one of you think its totally ok to move on with your life without letting us noe, i plead you, pls inform us so we'll stop waiting like idiots for you when you r already miles ahead of us.

geline din even reply sam's msg yest.

and she laugh it off.

ok, so mayb im kicking a big fuss out of this.

but seriously, sam's the only one who even bother to msg us to tell us that she misses us and to ask abt our lives.

it takes only 10 seconds to type the word 'thanks' and to send it.



yes im in no position to point fingers at anyone

cos im not exactly trying to do anything to cure this broken bond

so now here i am

trying to provoke you pemers into speaking your mind abt pem



wat will happen

when ting goes to australia next year?

wat will happen

if she decides to leave for hong kong with her parents in june?

wat will happen

if geok chooses to pursue a different dream?

wat will happen

if anyone of us lose passion?

wat will happen

if one of us wants to back out?



seriously

i think its realli unfair

if anyone of us have almost made up our minds to back out of this

and still keep quiet abt it

losing passion in this

but still keeping quiet abt it

to tell you frankly

its hindering me.

i've kept this thot deep within mi for ages

AGES.

but now i cant keep quiet abt it animore

becos i dun wanna see myself being left behind while all of you fly off to realise sum other dream

yes im selfish

so there.



i juz want an answer

are you with mi?

if you say a yes, mean it.