suying thanks eugene =)

for being a fren.



suying says sorry to john =(

for damaging his md player



suying needs to learn to cope with criticism.

she usually takes it badly.



suying misses her dead hamster.

so much.



suying is troubled

but she doesnt noe exactly wat is bothering her.

so many things that happen makes her feel alone and insecure

she noes the problem lies with her

but she cant bring herself to fight it.

she gives excuses and tell lies to protect her selfishness and pride.

she yearns for sumone to reach out for her before she falls too deep.

she noes it isnt anyone's responsibility to help

nevertheless, she holds on to this hope that a fren may come along.

when realisation strucks her, she found out she is left to save herself

and all things around her

make salvation even harder.

she prays that God will forgive her

for He is the only One who is strong enough help.



suying sings to comfort herself.

and cries to numb her fears.



suying is tired

emotionally and physically.



Father in Heaven,

Help her.