haven update in years...

so many things happened in these 3 weeks



matthew moved home from the hospital and i visited him almost everyday during the exams

he's the sweetest baby i've ever seen

a look of his angelic smile and i forget all abt the exams and all the stress

im so proud of him! :)

matthew - a gift from God.



grandpa went thru a big operation to get his leg amutated

the whole family, all my cousins and aunts and uncles gathered outside the operation theatre and spent forever waiting for it to end

the process of waiting was horrible

i had to stand up and keep pacing around to stop myself from crying

once i sit down i burst into tears

but thank God the operation went well

grandpa's still healthy and all

thank God.



got disastrous grades for all my papers

if i can, i would've quit sch and go get a job

sighs

but if i do that, i'll b the worst daughter ever

so i guess i got to stay in that prison called pee jay and continue being tortured.

thank God for all the frens who go thru all this with mi

made all the torturing a lot easier to bear :)



if onli i can stop time

then i can escape from the 'a's forever

then yenting will never leave for aussie

then pem will never have to be incomplete for the next three years

then i wun lose a best fren

then recording can continue

then i can always b classmates with see hong and shiqi and all of a02

then i dun have to grow up.