its amazing how emotional i am.

this day started out realli bad.

REALLI bad.

my sister broke a promise we made

i was about to beg her to go along with our plans but my pride got in the way

there's this realli bad sense of emptiness in me

i think its called loneliness.

sometimes i think im realli greedy

and i yearn for excitement in life all the time

and once there's nothing fun to look forward to

i get all depressed and think no one cares.



but by the time i got to geline's place,

that loneliness i felt seemed like years ago

from my voice in the phone she knows there's sth wrong

and she didnt juz push it to the back of her mind and go ahead to have fun

she went home early after meeting her frens

and called me to ask if i wanna go for a walk

she didnt forget about the phone call we had 3 hours ago

she still cares.

*smiles*

thanx girl.

i love you more than ever.



we had fun together

we sang

we thought of how pem used to hang out when we're off work

how we used to get high at her place

dance to SHE songs

clown around to make each other laugh

settle down for recordings.

its been so long.

but we're still strong together.

*smiles*

and thats all that matters.



geok didnt attend tonight's worship.



hey jos, sorry i missed out on ur lesson for cg today :p

i cant let my sister on the bus alone feeling sickish

i'll nv forgive myself if sth happens to her

hur hur



thank God for today. :)

amen.