geline heard from marcus the our singing instructors are realli pissed by us.
says we are arrogant juz cos we cant perform for them.
it realli cant b helped that my church camp totalli clashes with the dates of performance right?
plus the performance is some vegetarian charity thingy for renci hospital.
which means its somewhat 'publicity' for buddhism?
if i had to choose btwn pleasing the singing school and pleasing God, the choice is obvious eh.
sighs.
wat's not helping is that geline's siding with the singing pple.
non christians may not understand why we dun wanna perform there so as not to stumble other christians,
but they realli shldnt criticize sth that they probably noe nuts abt eh.
juz becos you dun understand sth doesnt mean its wrong.

mum and dad arent happy abt the singing classes ending so late at night.
plus the school regularly performs at pubs and night clubs, which i nv want to step into.
and now, i cant even choose not to go cos if i do, geline and a bunch of other pple says we're arrogant and selfish.
sighs.
i dun think God likes us joining this singing class.
but geline's right that now it involves the 4 of us and not juz me and i cant juz do as i please.
gosh, help me b4 i break down.

sighs.
pem's bday is coming.
but not all of us have the time to gather for this special day.
the urge to cry and juz stop bothering abt things is realli realli realli strong.

but i noe God is in control.
and regardless of wat happens, He'll always b with me.
thats all that matters.