i read it twinie.
read abt how you loved him.
and how you lost him.

all those time when we were together, all i see is your smiling face.
all i hear is your laughter.
but when you are alone,
and start to realize it over and over again that he's gone,
your heart must be screaming in pain.

im sorry for being so blind.
im sorry for being so insensitive.
i was stupid to think you've gotten over it.
now i know, its a pain that'll never go away.
but dun be afraid twin.
because we'll b there with loads of painkillers to keep you gg :)

i wish you're here with me now.
so that i can cry with you.
so that i can bear your pain with you.
so that i can give you a big hug and reassure you again and again that we'll all be here for you.
so that i can tell you that God's with you and He always will be with you.
so that i can make sure you're not alone.

take care till we meet again twinie :)
and stay strong.
for us.
for your family.
for God.