i hate to feel nostalgic. it leaves me so helpless, unwilling to move on yet unable to move back.

has been long since the last time i had a heart to heart talk with my best friend. and im truly thankful for the time we had yesterday to sit down and just chat about watever that come to our minds. felt just like old times.

i was wrong in my previous post. she feels wat i've been feeling for weeks. she is sensitive to the changes around us. and she can sense problems coming our way. the fact that she isnt being indifferent and apathetic makes me happier than i've been in the past few weeks. she does worry about us and all the external factors that are tearing us apart. i dont know abt the others but at least she understands how i feel. and how awful it is to be feeling like that.

we couldnt come up with any solution for the problems ahead. wat can be done and shld be done, we've all did, but everything still remains as it is -- worsening as time passes. but im no longer feeling all dark and gloomy inside. because she cares :) knowing this is quite enough. how everything will turn out is entirely up to my dear Heavenly Father. and by faith, i shall trust that He'll continue leading and sheltering us from the world.

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trusted God a lot today.
and He showed me that He is faithful,
and led me through this day.
thankful thankful~ :)

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ling and her friends are over baking valentine cookies for their classmates. smells so yummy, i cant wait for the cookies to bake and ate some of the cookie dough. shall see if they have any extras for me to bring to school tml for sharing. its realli yummy yummy :)

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exams coming in 2 weeks.
time to get busy.

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faithy brought her laptop to sch today. it realli saved us from loads of writing and extremely sore wrists. we shld definitely do that more often.

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matthew boy just arrived :)
gg to play w him now~
cheerios!