haven been blogging for a while eh.
have been busy busy busy these couple of days.
celebrated sammie's bday :)
to pem:
i officially quit as The Person Who Keeps The Presents and Brings Them.
over all these years, i've
#1 - forgotten to tear off numerous price tags off the gifts,
#2 - accidentally leaked out the birthday surprise to the bday girl,
#3 - forgotten to bring the presents for the celebration.
and i've done all these 3 for sammie's 20th bday this year.
SOBS.
i beg you, forgive me!!
*gets on my knees*

was really disappointed when i found out there'll be no sleepover after dinner that day.
sammie and ting had to rush off.
suddenly dawned on me that sammie used to be available all the time cos she's single.
and just when i've gotten quite used to the fact that she'll always be there,
a job and a guy came into her life,
and i have to learn to get used to another fact: she wont be so free anymore.
which means...
no more sleepovers,
no more chit chat sessions with no interupting phone calls or anything else.
SOB.
but oh well,
im contented enough to know that we all still care to meet up :)
the celebration had been fun :)

found out geline's mum wldnt let her go on the exchange trip.
her mum said she cant bear to be away from her for so long.
its sad that she cant take up this good opportunity,
but im actually a lil glad that she wont be going.
i dun think i can handle having no best friend for 6 months.

mummy left for china with her friends on saturday night.
they went as a group of five.
like pem :)
as i watched them leave, i thought abt us.
and wondered if we could be like them when we're their age.
still best friends.
willing to spare some time for each other.
willing to be away from our families and career for a while to be together as five.
at the age of 16, i would say very confidently that we would.
now?
i dont know.
i dont even dare to hope for it.

i miss mummy already.

went to NLB with faithy on sunday.
i still cant find a topic for my research paper!
and with all these quizzes coming up,
and the comm assignments,
presentations,
how am i going to finish anything in time?!

the answer is: trust and depend on God.
wahaha.
the solution to every problem :)

time for school~
cheerios~!