i wrote half a song
3 months ago.
and till now
i still dont know how to continue.
i remember
everytime i was stuck with half a song,
i'd throw it to you,
and you'd finish it for me.
once,
i thought i would lose you,
but you came back.
i saw the change in you
and prepared myself to fade away from your life.
but you were once a friend i loved a lot.
the only one who would listen to me.
the only one who would cry with me.
the only one i would want to talk to.
so its not easy.
but i thought i made it.
until yesterday,
when i felt terrible,
you were the one that i wanted to talk to.
i think
no matter how much i try,
i cannot forget how much we have been through together.
and you will always
be one of my very best friends :)
if you ever read this,
i think you will know who you are.
*hugs*
i missssss you.

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to you
my another best friend,
i dont know how to put up with your selfishness,
but no worries,
because i still loveeee you.
:)

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to my twinie,
its pms.
and i got it baddddd this time.
i really felt terrible yesterday.
i cried all the way on the bus ride home.
haha.
and the kid sitting across me didnt know where to look.
wahahahaa.
if i wasnt feeling so bad yesterday,
i would have laughed at that scene.
but dun worry abt me twin!
(even tho i was very happy that you cared :)..! )
you know God personally.
and you know that He is faithful.
He brought you through your darkest days too didnt He?
so trust that He is with me.
and dont worry anymore :)
and twin,
thanx thanx thanx so much.
i really do love you loads.
really really reallllyyyyy.

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this have never happened before.
cramps.
heeeeelp.
im in pain.