as i grow up,
it gets harder and harder to find new friends.
friends not as in those whom i know by name and share small talks with.
friends who share a deep connection w me, friends whom i can confide in.

had an impromtu pem gathering yesterday.
planned meetings w these friends are hard enough to come by,
let alone impromtu gatherings.
but it happened.
miraculously.
wahaha.
God's grace =)

geline and sam came over and we chatted through the wee hours of the morning.
heart-to-heart talks~ i love.
free of all hypocrisy and self-protection.
only in front of these people can i freely express myself.
i can joke with anyone but hardly ever discuss my thoughts with people,
even my family.
thank God for pem =)

out shopping w sq today.
already looking forward to the next shopping spree w her~
major stress relief =)

dead tired.
time to zzz.
nites.