i love my mummy.
she is such a loving, kind and understanding mummy.
i love my dad too of course,
but at times he can get really dense.
there was this time,
when he said something that really hurt me,
and i was struggling not to cry,
at least not in front of him,
because i know he didnt mean to say stuff like that.
then he saw my watery red eyes and v densely asked,
"why are your eyes so red?"
and he blamed the haze for it.
if i wasnt so upset,
i wld have laughed.
wahaha.
my dad is so cluelessly cute.

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elphia said something very wonderful today.
she said if we want to be filled with love and passion,
we need to first ask God to empty us of all the bitterness and hate within us.
then will we have room for Him to fill us with love,
so that we can love Him, love others, and love ourselves.

i like this explanation.
its not easy to explain a thing so complex in a way that is so elegantly simple.

i like simplicity =)

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there was a lot of bitterness in me.
but i have prayed for the Lord to remove all these bad stuff out of me.
and He did =)

when i kept all the bad stuff inside of me,
i couldnt feel God's presence.
i felt very alone and very unloved.
but now,
i know very clearly that He is with me =)
and its such a refreshing, wonderful change.
it is a great comfort to know that God is faithful,
and you can always depend on Him,
come what may.

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im recovering very well indeed~
thank you all for praying for me =)