just read an old friend's blog,
one whom i used to be very familiar with.
everytime i reminisce,
she'll be there in my mind,
smiling at me.

after all these time,
we've all grew.
growing isnt easy really.
hurdles everywhere that needs an immense amount of courage to jump over.
God carried me over my last hurdle,
the highest one that i've seen.
im blessed that He is here with me.
but she doesnt know Him.
my old friend.
she doesn't know God,
she is depending all on herself.
she must be having a hard time.

in her blog, she wrote:
"ya, i live and pass everyday that came
passes each day

but
yet at the end of the day
it all seems blur, misty, not registered.

i cldn't much recall the day,
be it the feelings i had...
the people i met..
the things i said...

it's not that something had happened that made me upset
nuthin to be exact
or rather i also dunnoe
perhaps...
it's all those little stuff that adds up

i had alot of things and feelings that i so much wanted to blog
but, somehow or rather it gt choked somewhere
somewhere...

seem that my soul dumped me
feeling of uncertainty and lost.
so pressed.

Hao bu kai xin.
Don't wish to tok to anyone.
Moody.
But i'm ok.

Just want to be alone..."

she sounded just like me in my previous posts doesnt she?
i felt the exact same way then.
it was such a hard time for me.
it must be the same for her.

she needs God.
i shall pray for her.
thats all that i can do now.