i am in awe,
because:

sy - for my Heavenly Father. says:
eh, what do you want for your bday?
Daddy God, YOU are my first love! sent 6/14/2007 10:46 AM:
i WANT VOUCHERS
Daddy God, YOU are my first love! sent 6/14/2007 10:46 AM:
i wan to buy a pair of soccer boots
sy - for my Heavenly Father. says:
!
sy - for my Heavenly Father. says:
WHAT.
sy - for my Heavenly Father. says:
WHAT WHAT WHAT
sy - for my Heavenly Father. says:
*JAW DROPS TO THE FLOOR*
sy - for my Heavenly Father. says:
WHY WHY WHY
Daddy God, YOU are my first love! says:
royalsportinghouse vouchers would be good
Daddy God, YOU are my first love! says:
HAHA
Daddy God, YOU are my first love! says:
HAHHAA
Daddy God, YOU are my first love! says:
i've developed an interest in soccer
Daddy God, YOU are my first love! says:
HAHAAAA
sy - for my Heavenly Father. says:
WHAT WHAT WHAT
sy - for my Heavenly Father. says:
*JAW DROPS THROUGH THE FLOOR*
sy - for my Heavenly Father. says:
WHY WHY WHY
sy - for my Heavenly Father. says:
i refuse to believe it.
sy - for my Heavenly Father. says:
MUST BE FOR YOUR BF RIGHT
Daddy God, YOU are my first love! says:
NO LOR

twinie,
I STILL DONT BELIEVE IT.

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anyways,
was reading a brief summary of the life of edgar allan poe.
it was so tragic,
i kept gasping as i read,
which scared my sister.
she said (and i quote) "stop making wierd noises, you are making me scared"
yes, my sister is afraid of gasps.
HAHA.
but thats not pt la.
this shld be able edgar allan poe.
i used to read his gothic tales
and think he's a freaking psycho.
but seriously,
after all that drama he went through,
i dont blame him for all that morbidity.

i feel very sad for him =(

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was thinking back on how my life unravelled
and in the process,
realized how God has abundantly provided for me, and my family.
and how i continue acting like a brat,
like someone who does not know God and His law,
while He never stopped providing.
He cld have just taken my life when i chose, so many times, to sin and offend Him.
but no,
He didnt.
and He never will.

now,
that is love.

thank God.