eyes are closing,
but my mind cant stop thinking.
negative thoughts are wierdly attractive;
they draw you deeper and deeper into the darkness,
until you lose your way out.

we feel that pull
because of sin.
its natural to be attracted to bad things.
because its in our nature to be bad.

so,
please stop believing in the "follow your heart" advices.
a lot of times when we do bad things,
its our hearts that tell us to do so.

the heart is deceitful!

the next time your heart prompts you to do sth,
think before you oblige.

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okays,
that was a big digression.
i was talking abt me exploring negative thoughts.
very tempted to go on thinking,
even if i know that'll only make me go into some state of depression.

yes, the heart is deceitful.

and thank God,
for reminding me of that.

i shall stop thinking.
sleep sleep sleep.
soon.

ahhaha.

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sammie was very sweet today =)
*big hugs for that darling*

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i <3 my nephew and niece.
sosososososo much.

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i need to talk.
pray first,
then bed.