was feeling extremely frustrated this morning,
to a point that it was hard to suppress.
i knew i was overreacting,
but foolishly allowing emotions to take control
has always been a major weakness.

and so,
while i knew that i shldnt respond angrily,
because that isnt what Christ wld've done,
(which means it isnt the right thing to do,)
i relished the feeling of being angry.

so sinful,
yes i know.

so in my anger,
i said to the Lord,
"Father,
im gg to read the bible in my phone now,
i need encouragement,
give me some encouragement please please PLEASE!!"
in a not very nice way =(

what nerves huh,
speaking to God in that kind of tone.
thank God that im still alive *weak smile*

and by His grace and mercy,
He still encouraged me.

Hebrews 4:14-16 -
" 14Therefore, since we have a great high priest who has gone through the heavens, Jesus the Son of God, let us hold firmly to the faith we profess. 15For we do not have a high priest who is unable to sympathize with our weaknesses, but we have one who has been tempted in every way, just as we are—yet was without sin. 16Let us then approach the throne of grace with confidence, so that we may receive mercy and find grace to help us in our time of need."

there cant be a verse that's more apt that this.
its the first thing i saw once i opened the electronic bible.

i just stared in amazement,
and muttered a million thank yous to the Lord.
and asked Him, with reverence and respect this time,
to take the anger out of me.
and He did =)

the rest of the day was simply wonderful.
all by God's grace.

Father!
thank You thank You thank You!

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just back from tingy's bday party
at cafe del mar or however you spell it.
i really dont like dark places,
but besides the darkness and the trance music (eww) that they blast,
it really aint that bad a place =)
im big on ambience,
and they've got just that.

i hope you've enjoyed your party tingggyyy! =D
its good to have you back here =)
dont go back!!
i wont let you!!
*kicks and whines*

just kidding,
you go back there and be a good student okays.
then you can really come back for good! =D

we heart you loads kays,
wherever you are =D

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zzzzzzzzzzzz.