have been studying in starbucks through the week.
sitting beside the christmas tree in starbucks for 6 consecutive days
makes me extra excited for christmas~! =)
(it also makes me extra broke, but lets not go there.)

then i remember i wont be here for christmas.
and all the excitment just goes sizzling into nothingness.
sobs.
its a bummer to not be home for christmas =(
i'll have to miss kailing's christmas party,
carolling with the angels,
the church christmas event,
and celebrations with pem and slk. =(
i've already missed all of that last year!
now i'll have to miss them again.
*sniff*

but looking on the bright side,
i'll have some quality time spent with the family =)
they're the most impt bunch of people,
so i guess it isnt all that bad. =)

but roars.
i want christmas with everybodyyyy!
so greedy.
hurs.

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i cant wait for all this mugging to be over!