listening to them laughing so merrily
without me

it was quite a blow.

i 'd rather they not call.

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meanwhile,
the Lord provided others
whom i can still laugh with.

He is good to me, really.
even when i was all whiny and needy.

i know among all that's happening,
there are precious lessons to be learnt.
time to trust and walk by faith~

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dad just did sth that made me very angry.
some lessons are really hard to learn.

note to faith:
photos next time,
when i dont have steam coming out of my ears.